Breaking up is hard to do

Just an update on robbie's condition. Pretty much immediately after posting My blog I received the first of several (9 total) emails from robbie apologizing, sucking up, and begging Me to take him back. So his little stint lasted all of 3 hrs 20 minutes before once again he was up My ass and on My nerves.

...It's something you do to me. I can't stay away. Please block me. I can't help myself. I think about you way more than I should. You know it's not that I want to stop everything with you. I just can't stop thinking about you. I really think I'm falling in love with you Melanie. I feel sick when you ignore me. I know you don't feel the same way about me but it doesn't matter. Why am I so pathetic?...

...Alright it's useless. I knew you would know I couldn't stay away. I read your blog and instantly felt weak...

...I have to take xxxxxx for a walk and go out to the store. I'll be back by 5:30 your time. I'll stay in for the rest of tonight. I know you're going out so I don't expect to hear from you. I just want you to know that I'm inflicting some self punishment for what I did...

...Okay I know I fucked up and I'm sorry! Please don't block me! I can't even buy your videos now. Were you the one that really did that? Please at least let me buy your clips again. I really need to talk to you. I'm sorry Princess. I'll check every 15 minutes to see if you're on. I love you. Please just msg me...

...Do you want me to skip watching the Superbowl for you? I'll stay on webcam the whole time so you can see what I'm doing. I'll do the assignment you mentioned instead...

...Please Melanie talk to me. I can't live without you...

And in between emails I received forwarded order invoices and donation notifications. lol It's a cruel, cruel world out there when you're all alone, isn't it?
Welcome back to the flock<3